a whole new world.

I can show you the world: shinning, shimmering, splendid

Tell me princess now, when did you last let your heart decide?

Yes, dear. Did you see that the night seemed like the best one? After so long. After too much pains and tears. I was just too nervous, felt every single thing on me was wrong: I was afraid that I might seem bad and ugly. The way you stared at me at your arrival, the way you smiled, the way you say ‘hello’, the way you call me with your dear-call, anything. I tried so hard not to run and hug you actually. I’m happy, even “happy” seems so tiny to describe my feeling that time.

I can open your eyes, take you wonder by wonder

Overside ways and under on a magic carpet ride

Feels like the air was out of oxygen that I did my best effort just to breath. Feels like the night was full of stars, sang love songs loudly for us. While you’re riding so slow, the time flew so fast. And, honestly I hate it: why the time just couldn’t stop and watched us? When you offered foods, actually I want to say: with you there’s no need of food anymore. And about the present, you don't have to worry because I've prepared it last month actually.

A whole new world, A new fantastic point of view

No one to tell us ‘no’, or where to go, or say we’re only dreaming

A whole new world, A dazzling place I never knew

But now from way up here, it’s crystal clear:

that now I’m in a whole new world with you

Dream came true, wasn’t it?

Unbelievable sights, indescribable feeling

Soaring, tumbling, free-wheeling through an endless diamond sky

Ring. House with studio and garden. Did you know I held everything tight so I wouldn’t fly in that moment? I’m prettier, you said. Did you know now it’s okay if the world says I’m ugly if you say so? Feels like the air was full of happiness-magnet, pull both corner of my lips so I couldn’t stop smiling. And why were you still asking why I was smiling? You know the answer, I guess.

A whole new world (don’t you dare close your eyes)

A hundred thousands things to see (hold your breath, it gets better)

I’m like a shooting star: I’ve come so far, I can’t go back to where I used to be

Talk about my most-wanted future with you, is it wrong if I hope you’ll involve there—in my future? Do you so? I even don’t have any words to ask, I’m just too afraid you would say ‘no’ eventhough I know you would say ‘yes’. Is it okay to go back to our young-dreams, our childhood-promises, our memories? I hate promise actually (and you know why), but how if at least once in a week you come to my dream and those—our—memories follow me everywhere?

A whole new world (every turn a surprise)

with new horizons to pursue (every moment red-letter)

I’ll chase them anywhere, there’s time to spare

Let me share this whole new world with you

You know, I hoped there was a shooting star that night, so I can ask my (or our?) wishes. I hoped we’re really destined to be together, if only the sign (scar, actually) in our hand, as you said, is right. I hoped we won’t fall for other guy/girl, hoped we won’t hurt each other any longer. But just because I don’t wanna feel disappointed or pain, also don’t wanna live in the (stupid) dreams that I make by myself anymore; then I prayed silently to God. I surrender. May I?

A whole new world,

that’s where we’ll be

A thrilling case,

a wondrous place

For you and me.

bonne anniversaire.
Ps: I’m still not over you.