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are you serious or just fucking kidding me?
It's me is getting jealous. I'm pretty sure it's like I'm turning back to the black hole of the past, trapped deep inside. I'm getting mad of everything around you. I'm screwed out. I hate those girls around you. but how can I tell you? I just want you know it yourself. knowing how I dislike them, understanding how hard it is to be me, feeling how every single thing of you keeps hurting me.
can't you please just stop? stop promising, because you know it exactly: I hate promises. I'm sick of playing all this game. I love you, but just don't make it as a reason to hurt me and make me wait that long. just show your effort: of asking me to go with you, of showing me how you love me, of sacrifying things some times for me. don't be effortless: talk less do more. because I need no words.