this cute dream came to me this night, or maybe it was dawn already I wasn't sure.
(and this is one of my lover once told me, that I have a great ability to remember my dream clearly even after I wake up. not so fast fade away as many people do. it's one of those abilities people should envy he said. you were true.)
so it began when suddenly I stood in front of my elementary-school's (Bunda Hati Kudus, Jakarta) gate. well, I'm not really sure actually whether it was its gate or not. but it just felt like that, somehow I just recognized it. the strange one was that I was using my high-school uniform. yeah, it was white-and-grey suit. strange. but somehow felt so comfort and pleasurable.
I was stalking the school's situation. from the outside, leaned on its side-by-side trellis. I was feeling so happy to see those kids playing around. I smiled from my hidden place, being so grateful that I was there to watch that kind of amazing moment.
as I came from nowhere that I suddenly was there, then two little girls also came from nowhere to me. they were asking me who I was when I got a little problem to understand why the school time suddenly ended and all those kids spread outside the gate.
I got another problem to explain why I was standing there like a stalker to those little girls. they acted as if they were professional detectives, but it was kinda cute rather than annoying.
well, all I can remember about how they-looked-like is only that they were so cute. they looked like in 3rd or 4th grade. about one-meters-height. with long-black-hair which was divided into 2 bundles on each head, which made the hair waved left-and-right when they were running around. (they suddenly made me think in the dream that it might be fun to have daughters; since I always hope to have sons)
well, I can say that they were so excited when I told them that I was one of the alumni from the school. they even got more excited when I said that I was studying in University of Indonesia. (I really had no idea about it because I didn't think that elementary school's student would know any specific information about university).
well then my mood turned up so excited when they both suddenly grabbed each of my hands and pulled me to follow them. they (and I also) ran along the school's hall, passed many other kids who was staring at us with are-you-alien sight. for your information, from the inside, the school was more alike my junior high school (Santa Ursula BSD) than my elementary school.
then we finally were in front of a room. they told me that it was teachers' room. they forced me to come in the room. I myself had no idea why I should come in since I thought that I might seem very different now, and those teachers might not recognized me. or even had forgotten me since there are hundreds students in every year. I had asked those girls about some teacher whose names I still could remember that time. (the funny thing was that I could try to remember in this dream, I thought like it wasn't a dream, I thought like it was a real one. how great!)
I then stretched out my head into the room and realized that none of the people in the room I knew. those girls came to me again (they came into the room before) and asked me to go to another room just across the room. they said that it was another teachers' room. well, from them I knew that many of the teachers has changed. I thought that it was because the age-factor. many of my elementary school's teacher were old already when I was still there. and there I was standing in front of another room. stretched my head again and saw some people I knew. the awkward part was that some of them could recognized me and just because nothing some then cried into me.
and just that. the dream came to an end when those girls lead me outside the room while holding my hands one-to-one. we walked slowly along the hall again while having chit-chat and laughed with loud voices.
besides I have no idea about what the dream actually means, overall it was a great one. it has warmed my heart and head which are getting messed up by those hectic schedules and billions amount of unsettled stuffs. it made me can breath a while. it has brought a little sense of sanity into me in these hard time.
what a dream ♥
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