stop controlling my life!

well, I was so exhausted, just sleep 6 hours in 48 hours --
and also had been angry by the stupid parent and fuc**ng sisters,
so that I couldn't control my emotion, sorry about that
I tried so hard not to cry
because my pain is much worse that you all could ever imagine
But it's okay now
Thanks for my dearest God
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and thanks for you, my firefighter